Random Convo

From this day on-wards, You are my best-est friend and shall narrate my stories to you : I don't need a human who walks and talks for suggestions whatsoever.

XXXX: Why r you doing this to me!

  i do not understand

  All I seeked was your happiness & your company

12:35 What made you change?

12:39 You say you want to be with me & befriend me. You say it is not about the money & demand it. You say you do not mean things & you address me with Tittles. Why??

12:41 I told you i wanted to spend my life with you.

  I told the same to my mom.

  that's the truth,

12:42 I do not expect my mom or you to work on that direction

  When I made that choice I knew I was wise & now I still have faith.

  You decide macha

12:43 wht you want

  A better you or just another companion.

  Call is yours :)

YYYY : I did make an attempt and call to reason things but since i failed miserably , i gave up. I really wonder "where did i go wrong, i lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness." 

The friend thought has clouded over me more than anything and since i think, me trying to embed that thought isn't helping. The most obvious thing at this point( as STP would say it ) is to "Take time with a wounded hand , 'Cause it likes to heal "

I am trying to understand what the below lines mean: 

"You decide macha

12:43 wht you want

  A better you or just another companion.

  Call is yours :)"

Better me?? or just another companion?? What do you mean?