yet,another one.

where do i start?how do i begin?so much fills me from deep within."FRIENDS"are they really worth or do they really really deserve?I wud wanna stay all locked for ages n ages, just down with a pen n a notebook writing till i am out of thoughts and words.

i wanna write loads today,but the tears trickle down and blur my sight,deviate my thoughts! wondering.... er! er!
what is it ? tat wud bring a smile back on my face now?
What is a feeling?i ask myself, i have never found an answer n never will.

i give up,tears are sheltering me every min now! so will get back to this soon.
mojo?