Thursday, December 22, 2005

second paper

Ah,done with my second paper viz PSP.Wasn't as bad as i picturized it would be.Literally got screwed with part B.Just couldn't remember shite of whatever i had learnt last day.Why on god foresaken planet do we ve to study bout fuck all random process?
"SUXXXXX".Looking forward to get a decent 60 in this paper.
Quite glad that i m done with 2 papers only 4 more to go.Hurrah!The next paper we ve is N&L:Networks and Lines.Hoping to make up for all the marks i might probably lose in other subjects.A month long vacation after exams n back to life with usual routine.Life is like well balanced beam with both good n bad "equally" balanced.

Hell, trying really really hard to get over ma habit of talking over phone for hours together.Though it has come down exponentially, there are days when it lasts for more than 2hrs.(Bad bad very bad)Quite worried bout ma aunt, wishing her speedy recovery. Haven't seen my mum in 2 weeks now.Miss ya mommie.
There are few people whom i just can't live without. Love ya'll!!
Gotta get my arse outta here!!
Swish....

Monday, December 12, 2005

Spilled cerebration

Feelings or emotions, they seem so pseudo n dead to me these days.I think they are not worth being valued.People know how to fake around very well.Is it true always?
A circle of knotted questions.Trying to seek help around but aint happening.My brain is filled with unanswered thoughts.Feels disgusting to the core.
Hell, its better to leave that there n move on.



Just started studying for my exams which are gonna start from next tuesday.Hopefully, i maintain the 70% aggregate.
Its time i listen to a song that would resurrect me.Which one is it?For now its "Return to serenity" by Testament.
I'm so alone,
my head's my home,
I'll return to serenity.
The next song is "Everlasting flame" by Kreator.

Go to sleep

That's the song which is being played over n over again.Well, obviously its the way i feel now.
Especially, the first few lines which go like this:

Something for the rag and the bone man,
"over my dead body"
Something big is gonna happen ,
"over my dead body"
.......

I'm gonna go to sleep n let this wash all over me.


Thursday, December 08, 2005

Bitch!

I just happened to write one of my best posts and bloody net acted up! So be it. Guess i need to get the fuck outta here!!