Nevermore

The same ol' thought keeps ringing in my head.
'My gift of self is raped' & 'I feel better dead.'

It feels way too hollow to know that u are a speck of dirt around everywhere. So, why be a burden to mother earth? I really want to be gone forever!

Hatred multiplies

Finally all the affection coupled with the right amount of anger breeds hatred. How the hatred increases exponentially with time is unbelievable. Long live hatred!!:)

*Pats her own back and walks away*
~'Love only yourfuckingself, no-other dumbfuckmoron is worth your love.'

Down where i was

Forethought drowned me in fear and panic. The sudden twist creaked in its own way. Where did i faulter and why was it me again? Confusion and complication are two things that make me sick till my stomach.

Were they all pretending to be this friggin' bunch of sugar coated candies?But, why the fuck? Being yourself and letting the true self surface well in advance will always save everyone some grace.

All the true-friggin'-lies helped me rediscover myself. Probably, i should just appreciate the sequence of events with a nod and with a happy smile. *Nods and smiles followed by a 'thank you,Pretentious-buds'

~~Time for a confession~~
I absolutely love Alice in chains, the album "jar of flies" in particular resurrects me.