Jar of thoughts.

Jar of thoughts to jar of flies.One of my fav albums by Alice in Chains.Each song n it bites which is a soothin feeling of some people in my life.Hell, wat do i say,Incredible!!Unlike the fact the flies would break free if the jar was opened.But the thoughts that come crawling into my mind takes a very very long time to bid adieu.Rather the flies start breeding in the jar.*smirks*
Like the line from Rotten Apple says innocence is over.Very apt.The very next song viz Nutshell reminds me of S.Seriously,seems so custom made particularly the line ".... and yet i fight,and yet i fight, no one to cry to,no place to call home."Thanx to I Stay Away :"... Yeah,hey yeah,tears that soak the callous hearts."I stay away, i stay away, i stay away .... just fades away.The next song No Excuses reminds me of L.No clue why,since the first time i have heard it,there is an imprint on my mass of grey cells.The best line is when Layne sings"Fine me sittin' by myself no excuses and i know."Swing on this, is one of those songs which reminds me of family n my other best of pals.Thank you people! I ofcourse do know how much all of ya care for me.*Big hug**muahzz*.One of the few songs which i really really love is Dont follow.Love it! Love it absolutely!!It kinda lightens my dark spirits.Freshnes me up like the sone Everlasting Flame by Kreator.The winamp has to just play these songs n i have shut my oculuses away to this illusive thought free world.Love it!!
"Say goodbye don't follow
Miseries so hollow"


"Say goodbye don't follow"

Grunge (as in the the genre of music)trip is an uncanny one.Quite diametrical to the heavy metal music trip.(headbanging trip is kickass too)

The Orphic feel seems to titilate.

Stupid,dumb,iritated,bored........

An assortment of feelings i seriously am fed up of life already.20 yrs has been a really long time.I have lived too long. I M TIRED. My holidays have just begun n things never go my way.NEVER NEVER EVER! What is interesting in life?? Monotonous mundane days.Music n net ve become just as boring.People around me seem so pseudo.I ve started losing my life. How long .... how long?
Sometimes i feel like i ve no one with me.I thought i liked it rather just love that feel.I dont wanna feel this thing, take me far away.
I stumble on my thoughts but my spirits fade away. Everything seems so dark like they will never rise again.Anywayz, hell with all that!
I shall get back to sphere.

Ciao!

rejoicing!!

Yay!!
I'm done with my 5th sem exams.The labs are over i got the output in MuP lab too.So, there goes a euphoric scream! " "
Wat would i do after exams?Binge it is huh?Henceforth,i was at Styx last day.It was a beery night!!
My cravings for all these supplemented highs ve submerged.Wonder why? I am so so so looking for forward for an holiday with the family.I will be back drumming from monday.A nice trip,i love it!Hope the holidays resurge me.Well, i shall be assertive there,they WILL.A long list of novels to catch up with.Guess, shall start right away.Will be starting off with Michael Crichton:Sphere.


Sayonara!!

*sigh of relief

*Sigh *sigh!!

RELIEVED!!!The feeling uplifts yer spirits. Feel quite rejuvenated.Well, bet anyone who finishs off with their engineering exams would feel the same.Analog communictaion systems with part a full of amplitude modulation questions n part b full of frequency modulation.Having finished with the 'tronics theory papers is like shedding half the burden over u.6 theory papers to just suck the spirits n interest of life.Feels good!! I'm on a natural high today.I need no supplements to trip on:-).That is quite appreciated.I love talking to myself.U call me insane i give a f#$% bout it.I ve my last lab to wind up with this sem its the MuP lab.Hopefully,for a change luck is on my side n i get the output.It was nice talking to Shwetha after long time.2hrs moved away with the traffic at the KR Circle junction.The happiness of having a friend who listens to you n you listen to completely different.Life and its moments makes me smile for its unusualness.All these relationships my friends get into n realize at the end of it not worth at all.
People (read some gals )are really thick n rusted up there,their relationship would be just budding n they dream BIG of landing up with that guy .Pre-school dumb f***s is the appropriate word.They can't get real n practical in life.Oh ! my wat do they take me for some kinda suggestion machine.Priti at last has realised that suggestions can't be decisions.It's bout time she realised she sets her priorities right.Sheesh!Her life i shall never make the mistake of saying a god damn word pertaining to watever it may be .Live it the way u wanna live gal.Spare me from all the shite!!*phew

Moments treasured n thoughts preserved for the night ahead.
Happy n funfilled '06 to ya'll!
Apeksha.